the interesting thing about my job is that i can go to places simply by flagging a cab, get some sleep inside or read a book and never for once worry about the ticking-so-quickly meters (yes, there're two meters ticking away) even when it is the peak hour. the most interesting thing is if i realised that it is raining outside, i use my fingers to dial some numbers and i will be instructed to go down to my office lobby and have a cab waiting for me. cool right?? hehehehe! =) the symposium is here and i'm the liaison officer for one of the speakers. i'm supposed to welcome my guest to singapore and make her feel comfortable, which explains my trip to the airport. i spent more den 50 bucks in just 2 cab trips and i guess that's the most i will ever ever afford to take for a cab trip. i know this big hoohaa over the cab thinggy is kinda crazy. but usually, the stingy me will not hail a cab unless i'm really tired or late cos i'd rather save the money..haha! the symposium is held in Pan Pacific Hotel and naturally, the guests will be staying there.


when i sent my guests up their hotel room, i wished i was a tour guide for a minute. hahaa! i kinda enjoyed seeing the delighted look on the guests face when they know they can count on me in a foreign country. that feelin was WOW! and Pan Pac is greeaaatt! very prettyyyy definitely. it's not like any other hotels that i went to. maybe it's the weird timing when i reached there. cos the whole place was kinda empty without the clattering of those noisy excited tourists. love the ambiance. hahaha! =) i wanna get married in that kinda hotel!!! how i wish i can just check into any of the rooms and switch on the air-condition and just chill...sigh...



went for the checkup for my heart FINALLY. there's nothing seriously wrong with me. just a mild issue that will not impose any life threatening problems to me even in future. stupid doc at the first medical screening. -.- i had to wait for 3 months for this bloody checkup. the paranoid me did some research before i went for the checkup cos seriously speaking, i was almost freaking out. the reason why i started running was also due to this checkup. i didn't want to be sick. to be really really sick. but still, i'll have to wait for my results next week and den face some challenging problems i have to face with.

i enjoyed my leave staying home and taking care of the rascals last friday. finally completed part of dad's assignment and managed to lug books back from the library. last friday was the 2 years death anniversary for my grandma. i still remembered the time i received news from my dad that my grandma passed away and everyone was supposed to gather at her house for the funeral. i skipped lecture and my project meeting, took a cab to my grandma house and was the first few to arrive to see the caretaker setting up everything. time flies, i was once a noob in NUS, den a senior, and now i'm a fresh grad with a few pathetic months of work experience. sometimes i fear what will happen in the future. what will become of me? who will i be? i don't have a particular dream cos my dream sounds rather far-fetched. well, a dream is still something we indulge in and keep us going so why can't i have dreams? hurhur.. at least i have my aspirations and goals to look forward to. many goals i fear i might not be able to accomplish them all. i didn't dare think i might not succeed in achieving my goals cos i'll feel like a pathetic loser. i'm comfortable thinking i'll take things a step at a time and slowly move towards my goal. i was always reminded by this fake fortune teller that i have to work doubly hard in order to reap wad i've sowed.





coincidently unlucky - something that'll always happen to remind me of my sway-ness. i decided i should wait for another 2 weeks before the verdict so i'll make a wiser decision on the choice of phone to get + my new phone plan WITH UNLIMITED SMS. but my pretty posh diamond crashed on me again (and it's smirking beside me cos the warrenty is so damn freaking over). i think it knows, it has been in my hands for months and it's becoming telepathic with me. that's why it crashed on me first before i even tried to abandon it. smart move, stupid phone. now i'm left with my pathetic, no very great (in case it throws its tantrum again) nokia titatium phone. i'm stuck with it for 2 weeks and the value for my other sim card has been depleted. damn.



i haven't been taking pictures lately. cos i haven't attended any gathering and my live revolves around work + coming home to playing wii with isaac & ivan. but also that i've gained much much much much weight due to the intensive get fat session and someone face's is LUP SUP! hahahaha..i wanted to take a picture of my IAL peeps cos i've made real nice friends with the people there. but my rude lil brother took my goldie without permission and i was left without anything for the happy hour my team is organising. haha! i do have some unglam pictures of myself with the people there during a "farewell" for one of my friends.

my head looks distorted. -.- see the pregnant lady? I'M AS HEAVY AS HER!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh i wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but instead of a baby, i have a lump of oil and fats!!! =(((( damn sad damn sad.

people in IAL are slim tiny young people. and they all eat ALOT. -.- we go for good food and 2 hours lunch frequently. damn!

the baby in the tummy's name is called Vera! and i think it sounds like aloe vera and was the ONLY one who's strongly against that name! =.= but the thing is i can't find a better name for the baby. maybe she shld name the baby JASLINE. hahaha! jasline is a nice name ain't it?


ghost of past girlfriends: love is just something magical for the poor and uneducated --> i like this statement. woots.

i miss my friends. i miss going out to enjoy life. i'm getting tired of my mundane life. but i'm lazy, contradicting and weird. and it all points down to one reason. my period is declaring its arrival. i can imagine the shock on sharon's and dd's face. and den the rolling of eyes. i read from somewhere the only cure to painful menstrual cramps is to get pregnant and give birth to a baby.. but no one wants me...=(((

i met a very intriguing person.

he's a British and he hums "dee, dee, dee~" every day whenever he's bored. he's a happie man - the glow on his face is so evident that he's practically burning in it. he has such a happie and successful family i'm really envious for a minute. his voice is so loud it booms in the whole office when he starts speaking and he calls everyone "wonderwoman". he saw my dad sending me to work and he excitedly wanted to shake hands with my dad. he's such an interesting character i can't help laughing whenever he says sth silly. the people here are hilarious seriously.


a few days ago, someone mentioned that i have been living in a world of my own and i seemed to enjoy it. =( it sets me thinking if i really am doing that. i wanted to prove him wrong, but sadly i have no justification for myself. sighs. i don't know what i should do about it.

once again, i've changed my blogskin. not because i was bored. but i can't really stand the clicking around if i have to get to my tagboard, entries whatsoever. i have quite a bit to update, but the lazybones spirit has gotten so much into me i haven't convinced myself to commit to some time where i would sit infront of the laptop and type yet another post. getting rather tied up at work but i'm glad that i have more things to do. beats sitting around in the office doing nothing. (hor shihui? muahahahaha) i chanced upon my junior from NHSS at my workplace. she was only in secondary 1 when i'm taking my O'Levels. how amazingly tiny the world is. hurhurhur!

it was qiangqiang's bday on the 24th and we celebrated his bday over steamboat!muahaha! grandpa came along as well and as usual, everyone felt bloated right after the sumptuous meal. the thought of it makes me feel so full i'm feeling sleepy. -.-

everyone hates dexter hair but he still refuses to cut them off. i guess it's just a matter of time before he gets his usual non-freak hair back.sigh, i think i'm not gonna eat so much during lunch time cos the feeling of sleepiness is unbearable after a heavy meal. =(

it's a date with dumbdumb on saturday before qiang's birthday-steamboat dinner! not much pictures were taken though..=(

the adult symposium is coming along and everyone is busy with it. the worst thing is that i have to present a small part of the symposium but i have no time to rehearse it with my researcher due to my doctor's appointment. =( the good thing about it is that i can get to work off-site cos i'll be busy entertaining the guests from UK when they start flying in! yayy! my seat is getting warm i wonder why...


i so do not have any mood to blog. =( guess shihui will be disappointed! hurhur..

the fact that online clothes seem tight on me has been getting on my nerves. it caused me to stop clicking on livejournal websites and made me a very depressing person. and the very fact that i fell asleep on the couch instead of hitting the gym has made me hysterical. life's pretty much boring with work and nothing else. but i got myself 2 sumptuous lunch treats last thurs and friday cos it's e researchers last day! hurhur. i had my first ever vegetarian meal (cos the host is a vegetarian) and for the past 22 years in my life, this is the first time i ate everything that had no meat in it. WOW!! furthermore, the lunch treat was in crystal jade which made things even more WOW.. maybe i exaggerated things a little, cos i actually minced meat noodles. for myself BUT, the rest of the dishes were vegetarian! hurhurhur. and i ate them cos e host just can't stop putting things on my plate. hurhurhur!

yayy! i'm goingg out on friday with friends frm work and meetin up with bhimbos! i guess that thing alone is enuff to keep me motivated to work. but as i typed, sharon just informed me that e pretty lil bimbo dil forgot about our date (like me) this friday. i can only meet them after dinner, and she can't make it at all!!! sobsobsss. i think sharon's going crazy, first the idiot me thought that the meetup is next week so she happily agreed to go out with friends frm work. den another bimbo totally forgot about it as well. hahaha.. that's psychic huh. heehee! =)

few days ago, i went out with xuezhen on mission to catch up with each other and have some good food + relaxed time. i realised my life now only revolves around work, tuition, home and nothing else. sounds really really boring but the most comforting thing is that my tuition will be ending soon, like in 2 more sessions, i'll be done with tuition for the rest of the year. *double claps*. i'm not sure if i shld just give up tuition for the rest of my working life but i'm really used to receiving cold hard cash from parents every month. the kind of feeling really beats seeing the amount in your bank account increase (cos it usually decreases right after the increase). it's like i have many sugar mummys giving my pocket money (more like hard earned money). but still, shall see what comes next. so, xuezhen was one of my fave sec sch friend and we talked non-stop for hours while eating and ice cream-ing. we've lost contact for months and the feeling of sharing with a closed one what happened around you was superb. =) come to think of it, i don remember hearing much from her. i seem to be the irritating one yakking away all the while. hurhur. no matter what, if you have something to share, feel free to call/ sms me! =) muacks!

i don't know why but we just didnt take that many pictures that night. =( i wanted to, maybe we were too engrossed in our conversation. hurhur! =)

i went butter factory with dumbdumb and his sister. loved the decorations there but the place is a tad too tiny. luckily when we were there, the crowd wasn't freaky and we had reserved seats to keep my bruised knees comfortable! =)

i think he's starting to be a camwhore like me. =) love taking pictures with youuuu!

it was mid-autumn festival, and we brought the kids out to chinese garden. there wasn't any hello kitty or disney event going on so the park was dark and gloomy with bangla couples strolling in the park and joggers what nots. totally no festive atmosphere..=(

another mid-autumn festival with bhimbos. i'm their new member. hurhur. a very long time since i last talked to weizhe as well. he's still the same old dude, quiet, doesn't comment. but once he opens his mouth, his words are deadly and hilarious. haha. unlike that big mouth below who has a unique laughter. =0 love you guys! =0

now that tuition is about to end, i have no more excuses not go to the gym. i am feeling really depressed that clothes i bought online seemed tight on me. =( it's a warning sign. i hope it's enough to motivate me to move my ass to the gym that i always commented was very nice. geex. i feel like going on a long holiday..hearing cuzzie christie going to france makes me really jealous!!! =(( and thank you for helping me buy that bag!!hahahahaa..love it! though it's kinda huge, but still, i love HUGE BAGS!! hhahahaha!

i hate my cbox..i think you are supposed to type whatever you want and just press ENTER and den forget about it even if it doesn't feedback that the tag has already been received. -.-



i think ppl will be so mad at my tagboard they wouldn't tag anymoreee! =((